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From: Mike_Wise
Date: Thu Jun 17 14:57:43 EDT 2010
Subject: What's wrong with me?

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SPark: Interested (6/19/10)

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SPark: Interested (6/19/10)

I am a horrible human being. I wish I wasn't but I am. I am so self absorbed sometimes there isn't any room for anyone else in my orbit.
I have entered a singing contest here in town and all it has done is shown the absolute worst side of me. Since winning the contest requires audience votes and thus it becomes a popularity contest and I know I will lose that everytime. I have done everything I can to get people to come out and support me and only 5 people did. they all voted for me like they said they would but the other singers who are doing so well both had over 20 votes for them. I am an emotional creature and I tend to take things very personally. I am hurt by this seemingly showing of unsupportiveness by my friends and network.
Like I said this stuff brings out the worst in everyone including myself. When there is 1000 dollars on the line and the person who is winning doesn't deserve it in my opinion it just makes ya feel like a horrible person
I don't even know why I am writing this you folks don't even know me yet. Who cares what the fat autistic idiot is going through right?

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From: SPark
Date: Sat Jun 19 02:29:57 EDT 2010
Subject: Interested

Hi Mike,
I don't know if we've ever talked at the Village - I've got 2 little kids that take up a lot of my time, plus I'm a little shy and tend to assume people might find me boring. I'm not much of a conversationalist usually. Anyways, I just wanted to write to say that I'm glad you are writing on the website because Yes, we are interested in Who You Are and it is nice to be able to find out a bit more about you through your posts. Maybe I will talk to you in person this week, or next :-)
- Susan Park

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